走着走着来到了大学的第五年了。 还有一年就是医生了！
今天已经是正是上课的第四天。前两天还好，蛮有力的，现在就开始放缓了。
由于前两年学习不是很理想，现在就是冲刺的时候了。老师们都说今年就是最后一关了，如果冲不过就什么都没有了。我想这也是我应该改变的时候了，把被动的我转主动。
比别人落后就要能够接受别人说怎么第五年了什么都不会，这个你应该会吗，terrible, horrible, your are junior ar。。。听在心里还真得不好受。怎么办？怎么办？还是行者的那句话调整自己，关心他们。
我一直在调整自己，很多时候会把力量放错地方，不过投入了还真得很不错。今天，看了老师做amniocentesis,不过因为要照顾病人安全回到车上，错过了ECV，希望还有机会。
在妇产科是预了会被惨骂，不过到现在还没有正式中招。不过但愿自己的学习能够逐日进步。
好了，蓝色的天空也应该过了，现在是时候继续努力了。有句话勤能补拙！ 加油！
星期三, 六月 10, 2009
PPD camp
Yeah, finally i came back from kuala Besut without torn into pieces.
It is really a long journey travel from KL to Besut. We took 14 hours with sleep-eat-emptying bowel and bladder-appreciating the scenary circle. The sky turn from dark to bright and then dark again. It is the longest journey i travel b4!
The PPD camp started on the second day. It is a long icebreaking session but it made me realised that i am not really know more about my coursemates. Yeah, my PPD level is level 4, good enough lo. This time, my SGD session got 2 facilitators, i can really learn a lot from them, Prof Ismail Saiboon and Dr Ngiu. They really teach me a lot through their experiences. I just sit back and relax to learn from them. One common thing maybe in me and facilitators is we all like teach. Hopefully in 1 day i can become a lecturer like them.
Haha, during the financial planning session, Prof Ismail taught us in how to grow money and how to use our money.Important messages in financial planning is to save the money first before we spend and if possible dun use credit card. We don't wan to be a MD(money dump). In one year time i will be a houseman, actually still very scare for it. I am no worrying about working. but hope that i can have a bit time to sleep so that my seizure wont come back.
My group was the no 1 in the PPD games however become the last 1 in BTN activities. hohoho! the medical explorace is just like OSCE. but luckily this OSCE wont fail people. Just think that how to make it interesting, like using the killer games in the oncall rouster,haha!(my planning activity mind come again). Another happy time in Besut is playing "killer game" with all the guy. it really a great memory in the Dom.
Finally we got chance go to beach to watch sunrise.
it is a beautiful beach. We got chance climb bukit keluang. What a beautiful scenery!
BTN session no comment. but i think it made all of us malay+chinese+indian together because all of us dun like them(haha, same enemy). I dont know why these people are very narrow-minded and always stay in old time and dun wan to move in.
It is really a long journey travel from KL to Besut. We took 14 hours with sleep-eat-emptying bowel and bladder-appreciating the scenary circle. The sky turn from dark to bright and then dark again. It is the longest journey i travel b4!
The PPD camp started on the second day. It is a long icebreaking session but it made me realised that i am not really know more about my coursemates. Yeah, my PPD level is level 4, good enough lo. This time, my SGD session got 2 facilitators, i can really learn a lot from them, Prof Ismail Saiboon and Dr Ngiu. They really teach me a lot through their experiences. I just sit back and relax to learn from them. One common thing maybe in me and facilitators is we all like teach. Hopefully in 1 day i can become a lecturer like them.
Haha, during the financial planning session, Prof Ismail taught us in how to grow money and how to use our money.Important messages in financial planning is to save the money first before we spend and if possible dun use credit card. We don't wan to be a MD(money dump). In one year time i will be a houseman, actually still very scare for it. I am no worrying about working. but hope that i can have a bit time to sleep so that my seizure wont come back.
My group was the no 1 in the PPD games however become the last 1 in BTN activities. hohoho! the medical explorace is just like OSCE. but luckily this OSCE wont fail people. Just think that how to make it interesting, like using the killer games in the oncall rouster,haha!(my planning activity mind come again). Another happy time in Besut is playing "killer game" with all the guy. it really a great memory in the Dom.
Finally we got chance go to beach to watch sunrise.
it is a beautiful beach. We got chance climb bukit keluang. What a beautiful scenery!
BTN session no comment. but i think it made all of us malay+chinese+indian together because all of us dun like them(haha, same enemy). I dont know why these people are very narrow-minded and always stay in old time and dun wan to move in.
星期二, 五月 26, 2009
Annual Scientific Meeting
Finally, the annual scientific meeting was end and this means that our SSM come to the end soon.And i really HAPPY that i am one of the committee.
When Prof Ruzymah say that they needed student to organise the conference, i think of this is a good time (may be the last time in University) to organise activity. I just told Shukri i can help in organising the conference. Long time did not organise such a big event after 2nd year.
I had given to incharge in technical. this is quite important role( all the division are very important). I try my best to make it all the best.
I think this team of organiser is a very strong team and everyone really put all their effort into it. Besides that, each one of us have to complete our research. Haha, i just heard some one say that all of the committee dun win the prize. But i think successful organise the ASM and impress audiences. (p/s: Really sorry to my SSM group member because cant contribute much approaching the ASM. )
And i really need to thank my housemate because they are so supportive in helping me to handle the technical stuff because me only cant handle such a big work during the day. Thank you KV and yi chin for helping me to handle the multimedia. KV had to stay in the dark while yi chin had to stay in the control room. I think the technical are very good although there is a flaw in between( haha, negaraku) . Thank you leong and poo lee help me to set up the poster board. And thank other people like journey help me to collect the poster, wei wen et all(haha) help me to paste the poster. And the last, my DEAR buddy, u sacrify your time to become MC.
Without you all i cant handle i so smoothly.
Really grad that listen to the feedback from prof Ruzymah and other lecturer.
To my SSM group member, I think we had tried our best. As i say, at least our abstract had been accepted in Journal of ASEAN Endocrine Society. no matter we win the prize or not but our effort had been recognised.
To ASM committee member, thank you to u all. I really happy working with you all and learn a lot from u.
To all 5th year medical student, all the best in our study. Hope that all of us can grauate together next year.
To my buddy and grandbuddy, sorry for cant spent time to meet u all yet. Hope can had lunch with u all soon.
To all lecturers, thank you for ur guidance. Really thank you!
When Prof Ruzymah say that they needed student to organise the conference, i think of this is a good time (may be the last time in University) to organise activity. I just told Shukri i can help in organising the conference. Long time did not organise such a big event after 2nd year.
I had given to incharge in technical. this is quite important role( all the division are very important). I try my best to make it all the best.
I think this team of organiser is a very strong team and everyone really put all their effort into it. Besides that, each one of us have to complete our research. Haha, i just heard some one say that all of the committee dun win the prize. But i think successful organise the ASM and impress audiences. (p/s: Really sorry to my SSM group member because cant contribute much approaching the ASM. )
And i really need to thank my housemate because they are so supportive in helping me to handle the technical stuff because me only cant handle such a big work during the day. Thank you KV and yi chin for helping me to handle the multimedia. KV had to stay in the dark while yi chin had to stay in the control room. I think the technical are very good although there is a flaw in between( haha, negaraku) . Thank you leong and poo lee help me to set up the poster board. And thank other people like journey help me to collect the poster, wei wen et all(haha) help me to paste the poster. And the last, my DEAR buddy, u sacrify your time to become MC.
Without you all i cant handle i so smoothly.
Really grad that listen to the feedback from prof Ruzymah and other lecturer.
To my SSM group member, I think we had tried our best. As i say, at least our abstract had been accepted in Journal of ASEAN Endocrine Society. no matter we win the prize or not but our effort had been recognised.
To ASM committee member, thank you to u all. I really happy working with you all and learn a lot from u.
To all 5th year medical student, all the best in our study. Hope that all of us can grauate together next year.
To my buddy and grandbuddy, sorry for cant spent time to meet u all yet. Hope can had lunch with u all soon.
To all lecturers, thank you for ur guidance. Really thank you!
星期日, 五月 10, 2009
卫塞心曲
这是一首我在中学时学唱的佛曲，真的很好听。而卫塞节就是我们佛教徒的大日子。这三年来我都在鹤鸣禅寺度过了卫塞节。
中学时候，每逢卫塞节，老师就会叫我们礼让佛学会这一班学生到支会去帮忙。引导别人有秩序的浴佛，帮忙洗洗碗等等，那个时候支会的觉满法师还在。后来，卫塞节就是见见一班佛学会朋友的日子。来到了吉隆坡之后，到了第三年才有机会到鹤鸣禅寺庆祝卫塞节。
庆 祝卫塞节都是用简单的仪式完成的。在鹤鸣禅寺做了三年的浴佛招待（今年也不例外），今年多了一份特别的工作就是作为青少年班的老师指导他们工作。我们也借 用让他们做一共来让他们上课，让他们身体力行去服务。所以今年也不知不觉地成为了督工。不过相信近年来的义工数量可真的是不少，所以工作很快的进行完毕。 不过做度工地确实不简单，很多时候不只是要指导也要陪他们一起做。
卖花呀，卖花！
祝你佛陀日快乐！这里有糖果给你。
点灯，点亮了我们的心田！
来来来！大家来点灯供佛
我们是图书派送员，祝你智慧增长！
快点看上面，日隆你不要动呀，你看！
浴佛，为自己净化身口意！不过你们到底要浴几次佛！
你看我要成佛了！
今年卫塞节庆典最特别的是要我们的青少年，儿童，亲子班来个广修供养。而最开心我相信是我们这些老师和师父。我们要大家拿出心爱的物品来供养，当然是可以拿回的。
好多手表，连石头都可以供佛
每天陪我睡觉的bearbear，我把你供养给佛陀。（这一边的供品时可爱到...，而且还有很多电话，好赚！）
收拾完毕，我们大家都很累了，赶快到寮房去休息。睡醒后，帮忙萍萍做做东西，然后和师父喝茶聊谈。之后就到BRICKFILED去参加花车游行。糊涂的我们都是第一次参加，而且还迟到，结果我们还自做聪明，来个反方向行驶去与花车会面。由于封路了，大路顿时成为我们的行道。我们还在路上讲新版小红帽的故事。而警察就是为我们的GPS。从BRICKFIELD 走到PUDU ，再麦当劳买水喝，终于遇到了花车大队。这是看到大家都累了，而我们才刚刚要兴起。我们走到了菩提的话和他们一起唱歌。最后以普贤十大愿结束了花车游行。
十二点洗刷完毕已经是累到不行了。
卫塞节，我们庆祝佛陀诞生，成道，涅磐。而也让我们有望我们可以在未来的日子像他一样成道涅磐。虽然庆典仪式都不是最重要的，但借用这些仪式来培养我们那一颗善心。浴佛是要让我们提醒自己时时刻刻保持在清净的行动，说话及想法。在参与的过程中也一直在让自己提升及成长。谢谢大家给我这个机会当义工。谢谢我这班青少年们成全我当老师的梦，也让我学习。谢谢师父以及所有大德主师的教导。谢谢父母的养育。谢谢同修的陪伴及成全。
中学时候，每逢卫塞节，老师就会叫我们礼让佛学会这一班学生到支会去帮忙。引导别人有秩序的浴佛，帮忙洗洗碗等等，那个时候支会的觉满法师还在。后来，卫塞节就是见见一班佛学会朋友的日子。来到了吉隆坡之后，到了第三年才有机会到鹤鸣禅寺庆祝卫塞节。
庆 祝卫塞节都是用简单的仪式完成的。在鹤鸣禅寺做了三年的浴佛招待（今年也不例外），今年多了一份特别的工作就是作为青少年班的老师指导他们工作。我们也借 用让他们做一共来让他们上课，让他们身体力行去服务。所以今年也不知不觉地成为了督工。不过相信近年来的义工数量可真的是不少，所以工作很快的进行完毕。 不过做度工地确实不简单，很多时候不只是要指导也要陪他们一起做。
卖花呀，卖花！
祝你佛陀日快乐！这里有糖果给你。
点灯，点亮了我们的心田！
来来来！大家来点灯供佛
我们是图书派送员，祝你智慧增长！
快点看上面，日隆你不要动呀，你看！
浴佛，为自己净化身口意！不过你们到底要浴几次佛！
你看我要成佛了！
今年卫塞节庆典最特别的是要我们的青少年，儿童，亲子班来个广修供养。而最开心我相信是我们这些老师和师父。我们要大家拿出心爱的物品来供养，当然是可以拿回的。
好多手表，连石头都可以供佛
每天陪我睡觉的bearbear，我把你供养给佛陀。（这一边的供品时可爱到...，而且还有很多电话，好赚！）十二点洗刷完毕已经是累到不行了。
卫塞节，我们庆祝佛陀诞生，成道，涅磐。而也让我们有望我们可以在未来的日子像他一样成道涅磐。虽然庆典仪式都不是最重要的，但借用这些仪式来培养我们那一颗善心。浴佛是要让我们提醒自己时时刻刻保持在清净的行动，说话及想法。在参与的过程中也一直在让自己提升及成长。谢谢大家给我这个机会当义工。谢谢我这班青少年们成全我当老师的梦，也让我学习。谢谢师父以及所有大德主师的教导。谢谢父母的养育。谢谢同修的陪伴及成全。
星期二, 四月 21, 2009
恒心
在部落格失踪了近一个月，现在我又回来了。这一个月在家里好好休息，去了上一个课程。现在已经开课一个星期了，说忙到不是忙只是没有东西想分享，还是惯性反应懒惰而已。
开课一个星期，说真的其实就好像在放假一样，而是像一个充实的放假。这七个星期是我们完成我们的研究的时间，由于现在大部分的时间只是在等病人回来抽血完成第二部分才可以开工。而上个星期把未看完的forensic给看完了，接下来就是要开始做了。看到大家都七早八早来排队要做，惯性反应不如让他们先做，不想跟他们争。不过如果我不在这段时间做完，我就没有时间做了。所以还是要下定决心去排队。
Ssm（研究的部分），一直在联络病人，哄病人来医院抽血见我。我一直在向我能为他们做些什么呢，我只能把他们的验血报告报告给他们听，让他们知道自己的状况。当然很明显这的确是一个很好的学习机会。
周末，来到鹤鸣禅寺代青少年佛学班。看到这一班青少年一天天的进步着，如果还有长一点时间呆在吉隆坡就可以看到他们更多的成长。而青少年班圆了我的志愿。有一个师兄问我你的第一志愿是当医生吗。我很直接的告诉她不是。我的志愿是老师，现在让我更开心的是我能在佛学班圆梦当老师。也可能在将来也会继续地走这条路。当然我不会放弃当医生因为医生也是一个老师他要教育病人自己照顾自己。
而让我困扰的是读书小组的事。之前，我叫到半死，都没有人响应。现在，我没叫而大家就叫到一大堆。也不知道大家是不是要找老师给teaching 才要有study group。心理的惯性反应一直在作祟着。不过，不管怎样，讲了五年终于可以有人自己响应不也是一件快乐的事吗！
很多时候，我们会急于要看到我们做的事会不会有成绩，我当然也不例外！但是现在会发现其实很多事需要时间去磨练才可以看到成绩。只要有恒心继续做，你的愿就会慢慢的实现了。有了这一个认知，你就不会急于一时看不到成绩而放弃。继续做吧！
开课一个星期，说真的其实就好像在放假一样，而是像一个充实的放假。这七个星期是我们完成我们的研究的时间，由于现在大部分的时间只是在等病人回来抽血完成第二部分才可以开工。而上个星期把未看完的forensic给看完了，接下来就是要开始做了。看到大家都七早八早来排队要做，惯性反应不如让他们先做，不想跟他们争。不过如果我不在这段时间做完，我就没有时间做了。所以还是要下定决心去排队。
Ssm（研究的部分），一直在联络病人，哄病人来医院抽血见我。我一直在向我能为他们做些什么呢，我只能把他们的验血报告报告给他们听，让他们知道自己的状况。当然很明显这的确是一个很好的学习机会。
周末，来到鹤鸣禅寺代青少年佛学班。看到这一班青少年一天天的进步着，如果还有长一点时间呆在吉隆坡就可以看到他们更多的成长。而青少年班圆了我的志愿。有一个师兄问我你的第一志愿是当医生吗。我很直接的告诉她不是。我的志愿是老师，现在让我更开心的是我能在佛学班圆梦当老师。也可能在将来也会继续地走这条路。当然我不会放弃当医生因为医生也是一个老师他要教育病人自己照顾自己。
而让我困扰的是读书小组的事。之前，我叫到半死，都没有人响应。现在，我没叫而大家就叫到一大堆。也不知道大家是不是要找老师给teaching 才要有study group。心理的惯性反应一直在作祟着。不过，不管怎样，讲了五年终于可以有人自己响应不也是一件快乐的事吗！
很多时候，我们会急于要看到我们做的事会不会有成绩，我当然也不例外！但是现在会发现其实很多事需要时间去磨练才可以看到成绩。只要有恒心继续做，你的愿就会慢慢的实现了。有了这一个认知，你就不会急于一时看不到成绩而放弃。继续做吧！
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